I think that memories travel through our mind in loops, just like celestial bodies traverse the Universe. Probably I can even predict when some of them will return. Some, even as I write, are crossing the point of no return and are being sucked in black holes of my consciousness. They can not disappear: it is in contradiction with laws of physics and common sense. So there are most of my hours, days, weeks and years had gone? Why memory is so random?
Scientific data shows that Matter accounts only for 10% of the total mass of the known Universe. 90% is Dark Matter, “dark matter” in the direct sense, as we know nothing about It. I guess 99,99999999999999999999999999…% of my memory is also Dark Matter.
Only one memory is omnipresent: the everlasting memory of now.
Memories of my past just cycle in my mind in orbits and change their traectories attracted by owerhelming gravity pool of our imagination. Imagination as a factor of chaos creates.
For a change, let’s see memory loops in the different perspective. Loop memories.
Memory loop 1. (Rain loop) Continue reading ‘Memory dark matters and loops’
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A memory I’d like to share. On 13 Aug 2007, 1:42:08 UTC, PrimeGrid’s Woodall Prime Search found the 32nd and largest known to date (712818 digits long) Woodall prime:
2367906*22367906-1
Isn’t it amazing? I came across it yesterday by a chance, and recognized it should be a number of a big importance indeed. This number really hit me, I still can’t get it out of my mind, and that’s why I publish this post. If you wonder what is Woodall prime anyway, as I did, you can check a link here. I didn’t really understood it’s practical use, but was hooked by this numbers beauty. 712818 digits of this number and the value their represent are beyond my imagination, as a vast Universe, and yet so compact … like Einstein’s E=mc2, it’s simple and powerful.
This number, the last of 32 in total being discovered, comes under a name of gigantic twin prime, reminding me a name of a monster character from a trash sci fi movie, or a new discovered underwater species… A giant octopus took over my mind, and invaded it by numbers. Another detail that draw more attention was the precise, up to second timing of the discovery ( Aug 2007, 1:42:08 UTC). I haven’t seen anything like that before. Not in sports, in science for sure. It looked like from that moment on the world will never be the same.
Thinking about I copied and pasted it onto a blank page, and looked at it for a while mesmerized. I remember it by heart now, without taking any efforts to remember it.
On the contrary, I can’t remember my mobile number though it has 9 digits only and I have it for over a year… probably it’s not that important anyway.
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