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A dog story

I had to drop my kid to a kindergarten yesterday. As I stayed up all night long, and couldn’t be bothered with taking a bus, we hailed a taxi. A dog was crossing a small street leading up to my son’s school, and then I could feel and hear a little bump. We arrived. I asked taxi to wait a minute to take me to work - I was running out of time anyway, and was about to be late.

Driving up that small street again, I saw a small cute hairball of a stray dog, laying in the middle of the road. Obviously, we hit a dog on our way. Driver stopped and went off the car. A local man - shopkeeper from a little street shop nearby was staying next to the dog, smoking. He spoke to the driver. The street was small, and it seemed like he was not happy with a dead dog on the street next to his establishment. That, not the dog, was his concern. There was no rubbish bin or anything in sight - it is just a narrow street, without even a pavement. While they were quietly discussing something, I looked at the dog. There was no blood or anything - like this dog was just taking a nap in the middle of the street. The conversation was about to be finished; the driver reached the dog. I started to suspect he is about to grab it and drop into the taxi’s boot, to discard the poor thing later on somewhere.

The dog was not dead - it opened it’s eyes.

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Garbage Can Zen

When I was a little kid, perhaps around 4, my family came into possession of a huge cardboard box. Naturally, much fun was had with it in the basement, as my friends and I would hide in and play with it. One day, it was gone. I asked my parents where it was, and they said they’d thrown it away. I went out to the garage and found it lying on the floor, flattened and sad and wet. I cried. For years after, when friends would be telling stories about their childhood that were supposed to be embarrassing or innocent, I told them about the time I cried over a cardboard box.

Now allow me to transcribe a passage from Dr. David Hawkins’ I: Reality and Subjectivity:

When seen correctly, garbage cans are not only lovable but beautiful and perfect. All blocks to love surface to be removed. The mind has to be trained so that it realizes that the only reason it sees the old garbage can as repulsive is because of its innate programming.

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