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Another first memory

I’ve just read a post by Dalarius about has first memory. Actually it’s a great idea to learn first memories of many people…Want to see more on this site. So here is my addition to this little collection:

I don’t know which one comes first.

Either it’s a memory of a passage through an arch under a building: I remember watching up and seeing yellow paint, rotten by time and falling apart, so another, faint layer of a mustardish color paint seen under. I have a feeling I also remember the smell, a smell which I would identify now as a smell of see. I’m not walking, rather I’m carried away in hands or in pram, as the movement is smooth, and after the passage I catch a glimpse of a dark blue sky, full on without anything else in view.

Another one can be pinpointed easily, as it’s my 3 years old birthday party; as a kid I used to spend every summer in my grandmother’s house in Ukraine. So this memory is set in her garden just outside the house, and we (or most of our big family: aunts, uncle, cousins etc.) sit behind birthday table in the shadows of blackcherry and apple trees. My grandma made my favorite apple pie, and from the rest of flour she made a little bird and baked it in oven. She gives it to me. I don’t want it. I’m busy with my present: a set of Aurora’s battleship revolutionary sailors: they run on the table towards the immanent death from indians, my cousin teamed them up with a set of cowboys (what an unexpected alliance!) and hid them behind the barricade of fruits, cutlery and dominoes. To assault his defense, my sailors have to cross the open space of the table to another side. The half of my unit is already lost. I move my teacup over the table, so my sailors can advance behind it, hidden from enemy’s fire and tomahawks. We are close. I still have 4 or 5 left, and one sailor is pulling a machine gun Maxim; surely Indians armed mainly with lances and knives and cowboys with lassos are not a match for it. Suddenly a bird sitting on the tree above defecates, it’s shit falls precisely in the cup followed by splash.

- It’s for luck! That’s a very good sign!- exclaims my grandmother, my cup being immediately removed.

A bird shit in my tea is good? I don’t think so; everybody around laughs, I start to cry. I’m upset about my tea, and about my lost campaign, and about that silly bird cookie I have to eat.

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My earliest memory

I remember this one time, when I was somewhere between the ages of three and five. I was standing outside a small convenience store in Vancouver with my mother, she had just bought me a scratch and win ticket for reasons now unknown. Anyhow I was standing on the sidewalk scratching vigorously at the thick piece of paper with a borrowed penny, more thrilled at the layer of paint I was removing from the ticket than by the possibility of winning money. After this brief frenzy of penny scratching, I made sure that the entire surface was cleaned of the removable substance. With my task complete I was gazing at the small area I had cleared, the vague notion of checking if I had won anything in mind, unable to tell though I held It up in the air at my mother and hollered at her. “MOM did I win anything?” She looked at the ticket for only two or three seconds before declaring that I had won two dollars. After this point my memory of the whole scene grows fuzzy and I cannot recall if she took the ticket and gave me two dollars. Which would mean that I had possibly not won anything and she was just humoring my small child self. Or the other option is that we went back into the store we were standing in front of and she exchanged the ticket for two loonies (as twoonies did not yet exist) where upon I probably bought candy with them. As I can’t remember which of those endings is the correct one, maybe theres even some third unknown possibility that I have no idea of.

Anyway thats the story of my first memory :P

 Dalarius

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