i remember the feeling of the moment when im about to be out of my body. i still remember how to take myself out of my body physically. it was simple and natural. it was a second will and was free to take out myself into the different dimension. the sensation of the moment is still here in my memory (?)..or body….its like a body still remembering about burning of a hand when you touch a fire. when i thought about flying, i know my body remember.
But I dont fly anymore. I cant. I try. then I cant. it was simple. but Not anymore.
when i was a child, going to sleep was like going to the other dimension. before i go to sleep, i kind of wish where i go tonight. then HOOP!,within a moment, im out of my body, flying high to the sky, even i could see my body stuck and sleep on the bed. i could go anywhere i want as long as i like. I even thought that i have to be careful that my mother might realize im not there.
as i became older and my brain is occupied with reality (in my way), i feel my dream world is getting closer to the earth, too. i still have lots of odd dreams and dreams make myself odd too. but with the subject of flying ……stopped.
i wonder why…..
i know how to do it. i know its simple. i remember physically. then why not?
Mayuko
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