Maybe it all happens because I leave things unfinished, in the middle. My interest wonders from subject to subject, as a lost cow wonders between trees of a small forest. A bit of grass here, a bit there. I really started to understand with the course of time how concentration is important.
Unfortunetaly, things like this you recognize also with the course of time; so life in a way is a race between our physical and virtual time, race with no winners in my case. Getting older means to drop attachment first to things, and then to friends and places, which are also friends in their own right: my best friend so far was Babylondon.
Learning it’s streets was like learning a woman. London as a big mixed race Lilith: love from the first sight.
Now imagine leaving your love behind.
There are other ways to understand what you become older. Looking in the mirror or at the old photos should be most obvious one. It doesn’t work well with me: I look in the mirror and don’t recall myself anymore. Every time I look at photos, I see a frozen reflection of another person.
I understand what I’m getting older by little things: most tracks and albums I have became a bit dated. Two teeth are missing there was one. I feel like I saw everything billion times and lived for billions years. 6.523.647 or 6.523.652 do not make big difference. At dentist’s yesterday it took me some time to calculate: 2007AD minus 1975AD. Tell me quickly, how much is it. He asked me 3 more questions: 1.How long do you want to stay in Thaland?/I don’t know. 2.Does it depend on job?/No, on feelings. …5 minutes later: 3.Why are you smiling?(while trying hard to pull out my tooth)/No response : )
It’s easier to get lost in the trees too.I think I’m in the beginning of the next step. Losing attachment to myself. Loosing Myself. I half anticipated yet another thing unfinished: this post, but I changed tracks. “Moon over Tokyo” (Japanese Folk) calls back to the concentration.
Concentration is a very important thing. It always brings results. Concentration on nothing, for instance, will make you nothing. I concentrated my mind on Absolute for a while. So here it is. The formula of Absolute.
0>1=1>0, I think.
Boris Kislitsin
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Great! What a great formula, Boris!
Absolute formula with which you can do absolutely nothing.