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Reality in slow motion

I have noticed that things go “in slow motion” at the moment of danger. Yesterday I was watching a movie. There was a head-on 2 cars collision, and the crash was shown as driver could see it, and really slow. It brought back my memory of a car crash. I wasn’t the one driving, but it is still an interesting story: I was in the passenger seat as my brother was driving. It was winter, so the roads were rather icy. My brother was eating KFC, talking on his cell phone, and thought we were in four wheel drive. We weren’t. As we headed up a hill, we hit an icy patch and went into a fast spin. Everything slowed down at once, like 5 frames a second. My brother was talking to my mother on the cell phone, and simply sat quietly, listening to her speak, as he tried to pull us out of our whirlwind of death. It felt like it all took few minutes, but probably it took 10 seconds or so.

Eventually my brother managed to bring us to a stop in the ditch (right next to a telephone pole) and said calmly, “Mom, I gotta go.” He clapped his cell phone shut, turned to me, and went “Holy SHIT.”

I noticed I had dropped my chicken. We have survived.

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My first memory ever

This is my first memory. If I close my eyes, it’s like it happened yesterday.

I was in the 1st grade and found a little bird on the asphalt under a tree. It was all translucent and pink with darker spots where the eyes were. Its little body was trembling and I could see that it needed help. I picked it up and put it in a napkin and carried it carefully to the nurse’s office at school because I thought that she would be able to help it.

I explained to her what I had found and she extended her hand to take it from me. Then she tossed it right in the trash beside her. I peered in over the rim of the container to see it’s little body lying there. And back up at her face that met my gaze, and then dismissed me. My mind was reeling. She didn’t care and she didn’t even bother to conceal it from me. I knew that she would not let me retrieve it from the trash either. I remember walking away very slowly wondering if she had just thought that it was just too small to save.

I also remember wondering if she would think I would be too small to save if I got hurt.

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