Archive for December, 2007

Battle of Wills

A great chasm spreads across the land, fifty or so feet from one side to the other and dropping over three hundred feet to the bottom, with villages standing on each side of the divide. The quest is warfare, with victory gained by total annihilation of the other tribe–but without the use of bridges or any other device that easily transports people across the gap.

The battle had already started when these rules were clarified, but both sides of the conflict adapt to these guidelines before any significant progress occurs. As the battle rages on–with arrows flying, the tribes switching to opposite sides of the cliff, and warriors scaling the dangerous wall where falling could mean a drop to their death–our side seems to be losing. The remaining few of us retreat to a building to make our last stand, and I wonder where all our people have gone. I look across the gap for my answer: they have constructed a train to carry themselves across and surrender to their enemies.

The chief laughs at us from across the way as his last warrior approaches us to claim the victory of battle. As he comes near and enters the building I unleash my final weapon–a can of silly-string–but it runs empty before defeating him. The remaining few of us, including my brother Luke and my friend Seth, circle around in a narrow hallway trying to avoid death from this warrior by playing music–and somehow it works! The warrior pursues us as we circle but finally succumbs and is defeated.

We step outside to see that no enemies remain on our side and jeer at the chief across the way: we are victorious. As we stand in the breeze and take it in, my brother goes up to the cliff’s edge to collect the trash that accumulated during battle. While he does this I notice the enemy chief making his way down the far side of the steep cliff and back up toward us, apparently bent on his total victory; but as he climbs up onto our side, I toss him some rocks and other objects that carry just enough momentum to push him back and fall to the depths below.

I wake up slowly, the excitement of battle still fresh in my mind. I look to my right: Seth occupies the hotel bed next to mine and has an expression of bewilderment and excitement on his face, similar to how I feel. Before I can speak he describes the epic battle we both took part in, with all the important details in place. I lay in silence for a moment before I respond, “Seth, I think we just had a shared dream!” He, too, is amazed and asked me about the dream previous to the battle: “Did you also dream about Quarkers? QUARKERS?” I close my eyes and try to recall; the dreams are fading fast, but that indeed was also the theme of my previous dream, though the details had now faded beyond memory. I lay in bed, porous blanked over my head as I stare at the ceiling, still bewildered. I notice the ceiling is covered with many large insects that resemble something like beetles and grasshoppers, in larger populations than yesterday and with a rather aggressive appearance. I keep the covers over my head as I watch them congregate. I look one straight in the eye; it looks me right back. A brief moment of stillness passes between us before it dives down toward my head and I awake with a jostle in my own bed.

Jacob Haqq-Misra

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Love

I have recognized my last posts have been pathetic. Probably it is because for me important is not what happened to me, but the thinking I am having at the moment. I shouldn’t hide myself behind though, as I am still not a pure thought. There’s no point in keeping a list of what I am and what I am not. We need to start somewhere anyway. So I am a painter, if I can separate being in personalities. I’ll better say, I am a painter too. Painting for me is a very personal thing. It is suffering, and a pleasure too. I struggle because it is never perfect, it is never as you expect it to be; and enjoy it for the same reason. That’s why it is a very personal. I always feel like being naked when somebody’s else sees my painting. They are the mirrors, so I mostly hide my paintings, as dog hides a bone and always feel shy to show them. I trace my life through paintings. These traces are of more importance and relevance for me than numbers detaining years. This thing happened when I was doing that painting, or in between of those ones. I am not very productive, because I paint when I feel like, and I feel different every day. As every painting has a story and every painting represents time, I want to flip through my archives and post paintings what I find with stories they belong to. If the collection of my posts is something what represents my life, I can’t make it complete without paintings anyway. It’s enough of explanations. As I wanted to write today about deeply personal matters, I will start from love.

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Love (Portrait of Mayuko Ogawa, circa we just have met). Continue reading ‘Love’

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An Ornamental Remembery

Remembery’s Rick Neece posted a charming photograph of a Christmas tree ornament at clusterflock, and the sight sparked a remembery of my own favorite childhood ornament, “Two-Star Hennessy”. Two-Star Hennessy was a golden ball figured with two glittering pink stars, one centered in each hemisphere. (Its name, bestowed by my father, referred to Hennessy cognac; two stars perhaps designated V.S.)

I must have been four (perhaps I was five) when Two-Star Hennessy’s spell so enchanted me that I hooked it over my ear (to this day I love big dramatic earrings) and whirled about the living room in a dizzy waltz.

And shattered Two-Star Hennessy.

I felt as though a shard of rose-gold glass had pierced my heart.

But you know what? Come next Christmas (or maybe it was that very same Yule), another Two-Star Hennessy appeared on our tree. Thus did I learn of mass production, and with that knowledge came a slight but perceptible rift between my household world and the realm of enchantment.

(Cross-posted at Remembery)

Sheila Ryan 

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An illustrated post, regarding Dr.Lorenz, animal behaviour and choices we make

There was one scientist called Mr. Lorenz quite a while ago. He was a peaceful man and naturalist, one of the founders of behaviourist theory for which he was awarded a noble (The Nobel?) prize. He studied birds’ and animals’ behaviour and discovered imprints, or programmed patterns which all of us follow.

Illustration 1: portrait of programmed chicken

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In one of his famous experiments he separated ducks from their eggs. He fed and took care of the new born ducks. They accepted him as a mother duck and after they grew up even tried to copulate with his shoes. Red wellington boots, named after an English aristocrat with a surname starting with a capital W, not the ducks of other sex were the object of their lust. I know what you are probably thinking about. No, I am not going in that direction. I am not going to make a parallel with “as seen on TV” culture, e.g a pair of trainers, named after Greek goddess of victory. I will not bore you with my thoughts on how Goddess Nike became Nike TM. I will not spoil your pleasure of coming up with allegories yourself. I will merely stick to the subject of this post, which is memory.

Continue reading ‘An illustrated post, regarding Dr.Lorenz, animal behaviour and choices we make’

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